Back to the RE office tomorrow. I'm on round 2 of Provera and Clomid (increased dose).
I dunno how I feel. I'm honestly trying not to get my hopes up that I'm ovulating. I haven't yet. I want to maintain a balance between being hopeful and getting crushed over and over. It's hard.
I have some down time planned for after..I figure if it doesn't work, I'll pick myself up and move on. I didn't cry last visit, I was sort of numb. I can't even get to the negative preg. test stage...I can't even ovulate! It's so hard to be patient.
Nathan is going to be gone on rotation for 2 months and it'll be hard to see him except every other weekend or so, and I'll be going on a mission trip for 10 days...so if this round doesn't work, we might have to take a month off, which i cannot IMAGINE doing.
I'm going to just relax tonight, pray about it, stay open minded...and like all the rest of us, get through tomorrow.
Wish me luck!
Hi just saw your thread on B&B and I wanted to say hi. I will be following you, and I would love to invite you to follow my journey too if you would like.
ReplyDeleteWe sadly have 4 miscarriages under our belt and are still waiting for our miracle baby...its a long road but I am on it with an amazing man so I know I'll get by! Blessings to you on your journey to parenthood x